i am a
terrible
awful
disgusting
horrible
sickening
hideous
pathetic
useless
person.
i won’t deny it.
but every once in a while,
someone beautiful tries to show herself.
she tries to take over.
i almost believe her.
i almost believe that she is me.
but how could i ever be beautiful.
when i’ve done so many
terrible
awful
disgusting
horrible
sickening
hideous
pathetic
useless
things.
i could never be beautiful.
i could never be her.