i hate him.i adore him.i want him.i hate that i want him.i want to hate him.i should hate him.i shouldn’t want him.but then he walks into the room,and my heart still pounds,begging and begging,“look at him darling.isn’t he just a dream?”a dream ora nightmare ormaybe both. Read more

i’m just mad.i’m so mad.at myself orat you,i’m not sure.but i am.so goddamn mad.mad out of my mind.mad to the point that i want toscream from the rooftopsabout how mad i am.mad to the point thati stay up until two in the morningstaring at the wall and unable to sleep.so mad that i just want… Read more

oh, darling.how i’ve missed you.wrap your arms around me again,won’t you?suffocate me until i know no purpose,but to be what you want.force me into perfection,and make me love you for it. Read more

opportunity.our destruction cloaked asa blessing.do we take the leapeven if we might fall?a gamble.that’s all it is.a test of strength.of stamina and resilience.opportunity. Read more